We give each other mixed signals, and now I’m trapped within these mixed signals. Now I don’t even know if I still want you back or not. Trying so hard to not think about you, seems impossible. Trying to not contact you, is an mission impossible. For us to even get back together, it’s just my wishful thinking.
Often I miss us, lying down on your couch cuddling, watching NCIS/Castle. Life was perfect back then. Now, it’s a piece of mess with no intention of getting it cleared up.
I just want you to tell me straight, whether you still want me or not? And what do you propose, for us to do.
Sick of waiting for something that won’t happen, but this is human nature isn’t it? Wanting something that we can’t get.
Deep inside me, I still yearn for your love and everything. I frankly don’t mind if she is someone outside RP, but why must it be someone from RP?!
You are just making thing worse isn’t it? Seriously, I have gave you all I can, yet it wasn’t enough?
I am seriously so tired of loving. Jeremy ask me not to trust u, not to go the trip with you, But i want. Because I was hoping for a miracle, for us to get back together. That few days together might turn things round.
I seriously H-A-T-E her to the core, if I can, I would kill her RIGHT NOW THIS INSTANCE.
I gonna move on and forget about you. Slowly one day, I will be able to stop stalking both of you. I believe, by this week, I would have to be so miserable to stalk you two like this. I believe, I will move on and lead my life happily, even much happier than I was with you. I KNOW I CAN DO IT.
If you really trying to frame my friends or me or anyone else, just so you two can get together, i am so sorry, you have failed.
Because I will not forgo a friendship over such nonsense. And to me, friendship is more important than relationship. Because boyfriend will leave you for someone else they love, but friends will never leave you just because they got a boyfriend/girlfriend :) that’s the power of friendship.
You, will no longer be someone I love. You will just be a normal friend of mine, with no trust and feelings. Because the hurt and pain you inflicted on me, has just made me lost my mind and soul. And I can’t wait for you to get that hurt and pain too. But I believe in karma, you will get your karma soon.
Not going to open my heart to anyone, anymore. Till the right guy comes out, and then I will get married.
The news shocked me to the extend that I felt numb by the pain.
First time I felt such pain that I felt myself being soulless for that few hours.
How can someone be so selfish just to think about themselves? 6 months of relationship being together cannot overcome that 1 minor stuff? Merely shows how weak you are. I will never open up my heart again, until I think it’s the right time to do it.
I will train so hard that I gonna get a gold medal for POL-ITE. To prove to you two assholes that I can do it. SUCKER